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Post by lucylu on Nov 15, 2012 23:04:48 GMT -5
Senseless killing? Lucy looked quizingly at him. She hasn't been in this new world long enough to ask about who was evil and she expected that every one she would ask would say all diffrent things.
"I know what it's like. Well not being wanted and not liking who you have to be." Again the feeling of telling this stranger more was on the tip of her tongue but the killer potion of what he said still stuck in her mind. Compassion was all Lucy could feel at the moment. This stranger really didn't like his situation. She craved to know more about his past because it would help her understand things that she needed.
Lucy took a seat next to him. The water compelled here as if it was drawing her in but I think all he needed was a kind soul to be there. "I want you to know I'm not the most pure person in the world. I'm forced to do things to survive too. They are half as bad but I still feel guilty about it." She hung her head low and gave a sad sigh.
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Post by tsubasa on Nov 16, 2012 23:34:12 GMT -5
There was a change in the tension around them, as though something were lightened off of his shoulders a bit. He sighs contently, really enjoying the loss of questioning and skepticalness in the air.
"I know what it's like. Well not being wanted and not liking who you have to be."
He peers over his shoulder at her, eyes following her while she comes closer and sits beside him. "Really now? You seem so confident with yourself," he tells her, smirking with a bit of a chuckle fixing his gaze over the rippling silk that takes the form of water again. "...Well, the reason I had to do something I don't like doing is by staying true to myself...so it was kinda like a damned if you do, damned if you don't type of situation I was put into all those years ago..." A sad smile creases his lips remembering what even got him to this point; forced him to live this kind of life. Sometimes he wonders why he is so merciful and if he really should have carried out what he originally set out to do. Of course he wouldn't have met all the people he has...but is that truly worth everything he's got to go through now? Killing, leaving people to never see them again, pretending to not know anything, and falling in love with someone throughout all these years that he's going to hurt in his leaving of these worlds...?
His eyes widen when thinking of that again. Am I seriously thinking of that again...? How many times to I have to remind myself that I can't form any serious relationship with anybody? All it's gonna do in the end is hurt them...
"I want you to know I'm not the most pure person in the world. I'm forced to do things to survive too. They are half as bad but I still feel guilty about it."
He is thankful that she was able to steal him away from his thoughts with her voice, however, he has to run her words through his head again to get an idea of what she meant."Who is? Nobody's perfect after all... Hey, at least you're surviving and not trying to leech off of others as though you're a defenseless girl that needs everything spoon fed to her..." he tells her, smiling at her more gently, using his index finger to lift up her chin. "So keep your chin up, 'kay?"
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Post by lucylu on Nov 18, 2012 20:07:20 GMT -5
Keeping my chin up? Yeah cause that would totally happen. Lucy turned her hand away from the kind gesture. "Okay first things first don't touch me or I might have to cut off your hand," she jokes then laughs slightly. She thought about how he said that she doesn't leech off of people. I might not leech but I do steal from others. Could that be considered leeching? "The next thing is cursing isn't in my high things I like list." She put forth a forced smile tossing a stone into the water. Lucy made it bounce a few times by making the water do what she said. Only when she let the water drop the stone did it actually fall. Lucy knew something was up with this guy by the way he had looked upset before. She needed to know more about this guy. "So do you have any family or friends? Anybody you trust?" She takes another stone and does the same thing as before with a smirk on her face. Magic was the one thing that made her special and it made her feel powerful even if it was simple tricks.
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Post by tsubasa on Nov 21, 2012 22:07:50 GMT -5
He chuckles when hearing her threat that he didn't hear any venom in. It's nice; being able to have these light-hearted moments and fun people around him is always something Tsubasa relishes in. It's really able to bring out that childish nature in him that he loves to play his actions by.
"The next thing is cursing isn't in my high things I like list."
Tsubasa blinks a few times before erupting into laughter, having to lean over from the unexpected energy that was required from his lungs. "It's not too often I meet people who are concerned about cursing! Sorry, I swear I'm not making fun of you...it's just...nice to meet people who still have that innocence in them. I can't exactly say that I still have all of it..." he tells her with a sad smile, remaining leaned over.
Watching the stone skip across the water, he's amazed at how she was able to keep it from sinking. Wow... A grin creeps along his lips without his realizing it enjoying such little wonders he's introduced to everyday.
"So do you have any family or friends? Anybody you trust?"
It's as though Tsubasa felt his heart stop beating the instant he hears her. Eyes widening, his grin falls immediately and he's unable to tear his eyes away from the rippling water. My...family...? Somebody...I trust...? He catches himself trembling slightly and quickly forces it to stop. "F-family...? N-no...I can't exactly say that I have any..." his eyes fall cold and hard and he slowly turns his head away from her. Well...not anymore that is...
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Post by lucylu on Dec 8, 2012 18:01:00 GMT -5
Lucy saw the change in his attitude which surprised her. She didn't mean to hurt him or make him upset. "I don't have any family either," Lucy mumbles trying to ease the tension even for a second. "They don't like me that much." I clasped my hands together unknowingly and twiddled with me thumbs. Sad i came here to not think about my family but some how it still came up. Lucy sighed putting her head down. "Actually they hate me. All of them because i believe in fairy tales," Lucy grumbles still looking at the stone floor. Lucy could feel the rage fill in her from when she was little and all her parents would say was no. No Lucy, magic isn't real. No Lucy, you need to follow the rules of the family. All that was just garbage. Her face turned stone cold thinking about everything that has been told as a fairy tale. "As a matter of fact, I hate them too."
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